need to change.

I need to change my personality because my current one has some major flaws. I am no loud, and ends up being seen as being an agressive person and not a caring person. And I know I do care a lot about people, but I believe I don't convey that - but mostly an annoying high pitch chatter. And thats not attractive to anyone.

Why am I tired?

For a long time now, its been very hard for me to go to sleep and when I do sleep, its been harder to wake up early. This morning, I woke up 20 minutes before I had to be at work and had to book it.

I really think its because I've lost motivation to go to work. And then sitting all day in the office, I come home tired and try to get my own personal stuff done. I finally give up and play on the computer and try to fall asleep. I need a change of routine.